A New Lacy...

I don't even know how to start off this blog. Let's just say that something good has DEFINITELY come out of all this B.S. I have been dealing with this last month. I am no longer the little Lacy who put up with any and everything that came my way, got stepped on, taken advantage of and so on (I'm pretty sure you get the point). I am stronger and I have decided to live my life to the fullest. I have made the decision to go back to school to become a Dental Assistant (and then go on to become a hygienist) to ensure my daughter has the life she deserves and the life I want to live. I am also going to take care of this baby weight problem, now I know right now isn't the best time for diets and exercise with the holidays and such, but seriously if I can do it now, I can do it anytime. I have finally come to the realization that if I have such a problem with it, why don't I just do something about it? So I gotta knock off this lazy shit and get my act together. MOTIVATION BABY! And that motivation is to get back out there and look damn good haha. I laugh, but I am so serious.

My standards are set extremely high now and I don't think I deserve anything but the best, and that doesn't just mean in relationships, it's life in general. People are always saying "Life is what you make it" so I am going to make it amazing. I know I have made TOO many mistakes in my short life, but it's never too soon to change. Plus I have someone else who counts on me, and she is SO worth it!

Well I hope everyone has a great Thanksgiving, I know I will!

Lacy Nicole

She's almost 6 months...

Where does the time go?! She has hit SO many milestones in the past month it just amazes me. She's been sitting up, rolling over, eating rice cereal and just today she started solids (yay!). She had a doctor appointment this morning and she's up to 16.5 lbs and is 25 3/4 inches long. Her pediatrician said she's going to be a tall girl because of her long legs.

I fall even more in love with her everyday. She has definitely helped me to be a better person and because of her I am enrolling in school to give her a better life. I want to be able to give her everything she could ever need, take her out places and on vacations and not have to worry about not having enough money. She deserves a good life!

We are still in CA and I am SO thankful for my mom and sister. I don't know what I would do without their help. Aww it is so nice not having to worry about daycare! Alright well I'm off to bed!

Lacy